Children's Day

I went back to FTPPS today. The performance was great, seeing familiar faces was even better. It's nice to know that the bond was still there despite the separation. :)

I watched you sleep last night. I adjusted your pillow so that your neck won't ache the next morning. I covered the blanket nicely over you, in case you felt cold. I smiled.



Do you know that you still make my heart beat fast?

Reading Week

I guess I should feel happy that it's reading week. That means more time to do my assignments. I bet you guys are so sick of hearing that and I'm sorry. But really, my life is that boring. If you are thinking how come I can still blog, then let me tell you, I'm just waiting for my stupid zip file to get attached onto the email that I need to send out. And it's taking forever. I'm getting ANGRY!

Fyi, I'm using two computers now. You should really see this scenario. It's like I'm earning big bucks to be this busy. Madness.

The stupid attachment is really making me FRUSTRATED.



I miss my VAIO. Well, for love.

Oops

I'm still in September. But mentally, I'm already in October. That's bad. I'm more stressed than I thought myself to be. Haha.

Horrid October

I thought September was bad enough. But when I compare my assignment datelines for this month with September, I realised how 'fortunate' I was.

Work is the first thing on my mind when I wake up every morning and it is also the last before I go to bed. Stress is the word. But luckily, Yuni always have a way to manage her stress. I ensure that no matter how busy I get, I'll somehow still have a life.

I really wonder how the working mums manage. They are indeed 'supermums'.

Alright, I shall go and have a nice dinner now.



I just need to hang on till the 24th.

Constipated...Again

It wasn't my initial intention to put that as the title, but because I am feeling so damn bloated now and I can almost feel all the shit that is trapped inside, I have to put that. Lenny...! Help!

Highlight of the day: Confrontation with a project group member. Or I should just call it a showdown. Let's just say that she's quite unpopular among us and she has very strong views and opinions that she wants to implement on us. In other words, she's really lousy in cooperating and compromising. To put it bluntly, she has very low EQ and social interaction skills. She's lucky that for the past few weeks we've been giving her face and the girls in the group are very nice people. The sad thing for her is, I don't have time for her nonsense and even if I have, I don't think I have the tolerance level to contain my temper. And as the sub-group leader, I have to protect my group's interest. So what can happen if you step on my tail? I can be reeeeaaally mean when I want to, but I didn't tell her to resign (from her self-assigned post of assistant leader). Perhaps she realised that this time round she can't win. Haha. Somehow, when I read her resignation e-mail, I felt elated.

Oh man, I'm so evil. My friend said that I'm a devil in disguise. Even though I look sweet on the outside. I take it as a complement.



Don't mess with Yuni.

Sanity

I just finished another assignment and felt so relieved. I looked at my organiser and the next one is due 2 weeks later, so I thought I could relax a little this week. Then, I checked my e-mail and there is my professor, telling us to make appointment with him to clarify any doubts, hinting to us that we should start planning what we want to do about the assignments. Crap. Talk about stress.

The man is coming home tonight. Yay! It was only a day yet it seemed more. I guess that's what routine does to you.

I'm listening to Daughtry's What About Now, and I just love him! This bald guy is awfully talented. His songs are meaningful and they always strike a chord in me. You know, one way to really sweep me off my feet would be to sing and play an instrument for me. You could really melt this monster. Not that it's hard to melt in the first place. Oh well, I'm basically crapping. It's quite a good way to de-stress.

I have 6 hours of non-stop tutorial tomorrow. Plus another 2 hours of tuition. It doesn't sound too bad if I don't include what I've to do at night.



Same situation, different feelings.

M.I.A

I haven't been going out with people. I think I'm missing out quite a few things, right?

The man is totally busy this week. I hardly get to talk to him. If I'm not wrong, according to his sms at 4.50am, he's only getting an hour of sleep. Poor darling.

I'm a little ahead of my assignments and that's good news. Plus, I managed to return 5% of my sleep debt by sleeping at 10pm last night. :D

My skin is viciously attacked by mosquito bites. Horrible red bumps everywhere. That's bad news cos I can't wear shorts and skirts for the time being.



This is when Mopiko becomes the hero.

BAD DAY

I paid $6.60 for carpark when I can pay only $3.

I could've gotten home at 4pm but I was home only at 6pm.

WASTE OF TIME & MONEY!

Perpetual

I had a good rest last night and I thought I would be energized for the whole day. I was planning to swim after school but I'm tired already! I haven't been working out since the Nike+ Run. I was discussing with my colleagues just now, how easily we get tired nowadays. Either we are really worn out by the workload or it's the age. The fact is, we can no longer stay up till the wee hours of the morning and still feel energetic the next day. It makes me sad. We are really getting old. :(

As I'm typing, I'm really tempted to lie down and rest, but time has become so precious to me now, so much so that I can't afford to sleep more than the minimum requirement. A funny guy in my class once said," I sleep very little because I believe that we can sleep for a long time when we're dead."

That's true. But how long can we last being perpetually tired?



"Even if the sky falls down on me, I have you."

Madness

I've a test tomorrow and yet the first thing I do when I got home was to mop the floor and water my dad's plants.

I'm really tired due to all the work and insufficient rest, yet I'm here blogging instead of doing something more productive. Like study or sleep.

I haven't had dinner but I don't think I want to have it.

I think my brain is gonna overheat, the way a machine does when it's overworked.

I think I'm really quite clumsy 'cos I realised I've got new bruises/cuts every other day.

I think I always think.


I think all this is quite normal. Live.

The Cycle

My friendship(s) seem to be undergoing a cycle. It started with a point, travelled to different points and now, it's coming back to the same point. It may sound abstract to you, but it's actually very simple. I wonder how many of you actually know what I'm talking about. But really, don't bother to figure it out. You can't. :P

So my parents are away, again. For the next 10 days, I'll get a taste of juggling between housework, job and my man. Something like the 'supermom syndrome', only minus the kids. Somehow, I don't really mind. I'd prefer to minus away the job though.

Goodness. Did I really say that?

I might have to delete this post later. Ha.



Was it jealousy?

Rainbow

Blk 268A #12-137
Punggol Field
Singapore 821268

That's right. A cottage in the middle of Punggol Field. LOL :D

I'm excited all of a sudden.

NIKE Plus Run

I completed my first 10km yesterday. With you. :) The friction we had seemed so minuscule now. I'm glad.

Having not touched any work since Thursday, I feel guilty and the pressure is starting to come back. Argh! I gotta resume the madness tomorrow.

Punggol Sapphire. 3rd Sep.



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