Dilemma

First day of practicum. Apalled by the self-absorption of my new colleagues. Stark difference between FTPPS and MPS. I yearn for the warmth during my contract teaching. I miss the noise in the staffroom. I miss FTPPS, period. And I only realised how much I've blended into the culture until now. It will take some drastic adjustment of my concept of this job if I'm gonna be stuck in this chilly school.



Weighing the pros and cons.

Oh. My. God.

I just watched a youtube video of the process of giving birth. TOTAL MISTAKE.

How the hell do doctors and nurses stand the scene? That's why I'm teaching.

Guys, if you're brave enough, go check it out (just go to youtube and type your search). I'm not gonna post the video here.

Gag.



Why am I a woman?

The Overrated Day

I seriously feel that Valentine's Day is just a day for florists and restaurants to earn big money.
Nonetheless, I was delighted when I got this bouquet of flowers. Love it! :D Thank you. But please, don't spend so much money on things that will eventually wither. I'll be as equally happy with plastic flowers. It's the thought that matters. Muack!

The Next Thing

I'm almost done with my assignment (finally)! I've so many things I wanna do next week! It's the week before my practicum and I wanna enjoy it to the fullest!!

First, I wanna watch moviesssss!!!

1) Valkyrie
2) Slumdog Millionaire
3) New in Town
4) The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
5) Underworld

You've only been away for 2 weeks and look at what we've accumulated. I can't imagine what will happen if you're ever gonna be posted for 6 months. Shudder.



The adult way of dealing with things.

Sad

I feel sad that we don't share the same interest. I feel sad that you had to miss diving. I feel sad that I have to know that you miss diving through facebook. I just feel sad all of a sudden.

:(



If the sad face could be written bigger, it would cover the entire page.

Unwilling To Go To Bed

I really can't remember the last time I've been so 'homey'. This whole week, I've only went out of the house for school, tuition, gym and dinner with family. And because of so much 'free time', I'm proud to say that I have completed all of my assignments, except for 1 dreadful one. :D

I was wondering what I can blog about; It's been some time since I put up any interesting posts. But I don't know what's considered interesting. My life has become so mundane now...excitement seems to only originate from handing in my assignments and the occasional quarrels I have with the man, that he claimed to spice up our lives (now that he's out of town, his calls are the only spice). As I was telling my sis just now, I'm growing mould already. Being me, I can't be at home too much. Thank goodness I'm finally going out tomorrow!

Ok, I think I've stayed up late enough (I thought that since I've spent my Saturday at home doing work, I should at least stay up late - silly I know) . I'm willing to go to bed now so it's sleeping time!! Lenny, if you're reading this, turn off your laptop and go to sleep!



I wanna dream of you tonight.

I'm Not A Boy

This remix with R Kelly is beautiful. Check it out if you haven't.




This song makes me understand.



You're not a perfect man and I'm not a perfect woman.

5 days

I slept at 3.30am last night but I'm already awake. Actually, I was already up at 8am and started tossing and turning. My alarm was set at 9.30am but my body just didn't seem to need it. I think my body is acting weird again. My gastric is bothering me on a more frequent basis and my abdomen is, most of the time, bloated. I read about IBS (Irritable Bowel Syndrome) and thought I might have it. But then again, if I have that, my doctor would have found out when I did the extensive health screening (which included testing my stools) last year. Shrugs.

Though it's just 2-3 minutes each time, it's always the highlight of my day.

5 days down, 11 more days to go.
4 assignments down, 3 more to go.



Wouldn't it be nice if we can teleport?

Happy CNY!

This is a belated post, I know. Still, Gong Xi Fa Cai !!!

This year, I feel almost embarassed to be collecting ang baos. Not that I wanna distribute ang baos already, mind you, just that I'm so old compared to the younger ones!

16 days. It'll fly past us. Fast enough, I hope.



I miss you already! :(