At 32 weeks

I believe my body (the stomach portion to be exact) has stretched to its maxiimum capacity. Constant fatigue overpowers me.

Backache, bloatedness, constipation, leg cramps and increased body temperature are bothering me now.

Moreover, the hubby often works late. My demanding job requires me to talk non-stop, walk up and down the stairs, get agitated at pupils who disobey instructions and hold the need to go to the toilet.

Can I just don't go to work anymore?!?!?!

Above all these, the frequent kicks and turns never fails to brighten my day. I love you!

Being Married

It's when two become one, and joined as a single entity.

It means whatever decisions made will affect US, not I or you.

It reminds me of the roles and responsibilities as a wife, and you as a husband.

It tells me that we have to stick together no matter what happens, and never take the easier way out.

It makes me feel comforted and loved, to know that I have your hand to hold till death do us part.

It has taught (and is still teaching) me a new perspective of love.



More than just love.

December!!

Despite being bored or lonely at times, annoyed to the bones by the mother, I am thoroughly enjoying my holiday. :D

It's the season of giving, which means presents!

I wish December can last longer......

More About You and Me

I think this is a lazy baby. I have been a lazy girl for the past 4 months or so. At work, I try to just do the minimal. At home, I look forward to afternoon naps and meals. I try to move around as much as I can, but still, I am so inactive compared to the pre-pregnancy me.

I wish the hubby can accompany me for long walks every day.

It is so fun to feel you move inside me. At least I hope that it is you moving, not my stomach or intestine doing some work instead. I am starting to fall in love with you. :)

We are going shopping for baby's stuff next month; hoping to grab some good bargains.

Then, the question about taking no pay leave or not. As much as I want to, the money part seems to hold me back. Can I?

New Priorities

The title says it all.

April 2012.

I am anticipating.

I am scared.

I promise (to myself) that I will NOT turn yellow.



Cross my heart and hope to die.

Updates

I fell off a horse yesterday. My butt hurts really bad and now my neck is sore too. I can't really bend and turn my head. Well, at least the bruises are getting better ( I feel), compared to yesterday, when I tried to reach my legs during shower and I teared 'cause it was so painful. I hope it will heal soon, then I can resume training for KOTR. Now I even have difficulty turning around in my bed and wearing my pants. Shake head.

I know I should stay at home and rest my poor bruised body instead of climbing up and down the stairs in school and worsening my condition, but I can't afford to. August is a really short month and I'm rushing to complete the syllabus like mad. Sigh.

I will be taking a break from horse riding. I have completed the Beginner's course and Novice 1 is getting challenging. Perhaps I will continue next month. Hehe.

There's a secret though. I am late. :P

BOILING POINT

Words can hardly express my anger and disbelief.

You can't control your child and now your child is throwing tantrum, saying that she doesn't wanna go to school for some f****** reason, you call me and start scolding.

Hello?!?!?! Are you the mum or am I? If I am able to pacify her and make her listen to me instead of you, then what kind of a lousy mother are you?  And please don't start blaming other children for your daughter's 'disability'. I am disgusted and shocked by your words. Before you start to degrade people, please take a look at yourself. The child's family whom you have just badmouthed about is worth much more than your whole ancestral line. Please, take a look at yourself. You are the one who should be blamed. Not others.

It is very rare for me to start cursing people. And you have just made me do that.
Be careful while crossing the road.