Updates

I've been busy with school as usual, plus the boyfriend.

For the past 2 weeks, I'd been spending lots of extra time with my kids due to the swimming lessons. When they're in the classroom, I'm their teacher. When we're outside, I become their 2nd mum. I can see that they've become attached to me, and I start to worry about how they're gonna cope with the new teacher when I leave. I hope their results won't be affected by the change. The selfish me secretly hope that they'll not like the new teacher as much as they like me. Ha!

The boyfriend. Everything's well and everything's what they're supposed to be, if not better. The little (sometimes not so little) squabbles that we have, turned out to be fruitful learning journeys for us. As we are approaching our 3rd month, I can say that I've gotten used to having him around, knowingly or unknowingly irritating me. :) But I guess that's where the fun part lies. Muack!

That's all for now, folks. I'm going swimming. It's horribly humid now and I'm turning horribly fat. H O R R I B L E. But I shall not let what SY said come true. I SHALL NOT! :P



My life is brilliant. How long will it last? I'm betting on forever.

:)

I realised that I am happy. Most of the time, anyway. :)

No complaints this time round.

Communication

My stupid laptop have to breakdown at this time. I don't know what's wrong with it. I can't even start Windows properly. F****** irritating! Especially at this time when I need my computer the most. Now I'm using my sis's tiny laptop again. Argh! Better than nothing.

communication – noun
the imparting or interchange of thoughts, opinions, or information by speech, writing, or signs.

misunderstanding – noun
1. failure to understand correctly; mistake as to meaning or intent.
2. a disagreement or quarrel.

I wish you can see my words the way I truly mean it. But more often than not, they would be mistaken, and in the bad way. The same goes for you. We have alot to learn, don't we?


I'm hoping.

The Familiarity

It's not something new. I should've learnt the lesson. But why do I keep doing that?

There must be something missing from my brain. I'm so afraid. Will I screw things up again? Please don't.

I can't afford to.



Hurting myself and the people I care about seems to be my forte.

It's Friday

I am supposed to have a 1 week holiday. Okay, I do have a 1 week holiday, so how come it feels like only 3 days? It's Friday already!!! :(

I woke up at 8 plus this morning, stoned for a while, did some work, took a nap, eat and now Friday is ending!! Can time pass any faster? :(

To another level

Warning: The whole of this post is gonna be about him.

He's been really, really busy these few weeks, all thanks to that JI idiot. Anyway, all JI members are idiots so what difference does it make?

I hope I don't get killed by saying that sentence. I mean, seriously, idiots as they may be, they might read blogs right! Then, maybe my IP address would be tracked down and Bang! I'm dead.

Okok, enough crap. Back to him. Yes, so he's been super busy. The frequency of our meetings has been reduced drastically, including phone calls. But no, that's not the point of this post.

The point is, I think this is it. And I think he thinks this is it too. What I mean by 'this is it' is not in the bad way if some of you are thinking along that line. I just didn't wanna use 'the one'. Ha.

He made me a set of his house keys. I was like,"Uh, don't want la. What if I steal your things?" Ha ha. What a lame way to respond to such a big thing. I was shocked and pleased at the same time. I didn't think it was necessary. I thought even if it were to happen, it wouldn't be so soon. At least a few more months, maybe? Anyhow, thank you for trusting me. :)

Yesterday, we were supposed to spend quality time together since it's his off day for the week. But because he was soooo tired, I went shopping on my own while he slept. I didn't want to wake him up even though he told me to. I decided to let him sleep more, instead of going all over the island with me (I had to run some errands and he wanted to accompany me). So, while on the train (Pasir Ris to City Hall as my car was being serviced), I realised that he has, inevitably, claimed a permanent slot in my heart. Irritating as he may be sometimes, I love this guy.

*shy*

By the way, we caught Horton last night. 'An imaginative elephant named Horton hears a faint cry for help coming from a tiny speck of dust floating through the air. Horton suspects there may be life on that speck and despite a surrounding community which thinks he has lost his mind, he is determined to save the tiny particle.' If this sounds interesting to you, then go catch it.



Let him be the one.

Spendthrift

Maybe it's because I suddenly feel rich with the additional bonus I received this month. Or maybe it's because I haven't been really spending money for the past months (well, losing money on the mahjong table doesn't really count) and so I gotta spend more to feel balanced. Oh my, listen to me! I actually have to spend money to feel balanced. Goodness. It's okay if I really feel good after spending money, but the thing is, I don't. Instead, I feel the pinch and I question if those stuffs are really necessary after I spent the money. I don't even really like one blouse which costs $105. I must be mad. In case you're wondering just how much this woman has spent, it's $500 in 3 days.

So you see, being busy ain't such a bad thing after all. At least my expenditure can be curbed.

Living Life

Finally.... *Inhale*

This is finally a break from everything. I'm getting part of the old-self back. Since Friday, my brain has not been stressed to finish up the work that's at the back of my head. I know I'll have time to finish it before school starts. In the meantime, let me enjoy the relaxed state my body is in, and also treasure whatever time he can spend with me. For as long as that idiot who ran away isn't caught yet, he is activated, i.e. super busy plus in camp.

And so, when I'm not outside, I've been catching up on my sleep, eating better and healthier food (thanks to mummy dearest) and spending lots of me-time. I'm feeling happy and my temper has improved. That made me come to a conclusion (as if we don't already know that): I get cranky when I'm busy and stressed. Like, real cranky. The slightest thing triggers me. I hereby apologise to those who got a taste of my crankiness for the past weeksss. "Sorry" :)

Meanwhile, I shall continue enjoying life as much as I can this week. I'll update the interesting and not-so-interesting stuffs, when I feel like it. Ha!

KS : I miss you!!
Oink : I miss you!!
Silvia : I miss you!!



Everything in its time.

The Constant

'Change is the only constant.' I first heard about this 8 years ago. At that time, I couldn't make sense of it, or rather, I didn't think the sentence held much truth in it. I couldn't see that things that we thought would never change, that would stay the same irregardless, would eventually change. I've seen the realities now. I'm starting to be doubtful of everything, including myself.

And that's when faith comes in. I'm contradicting again, ain't I?

It surprises me all the time, to realise that I'm no longer the Yuni I've known myself to be. All the valuable life lessons that I've learnt through time...they have changed the way I think, my needs and my expectations. I compare and contrast. I treat myself as a study object and analyse the change. I ended up finding out more about myself, which is not a bad thing actually. The downside is, I get to confirm things that I would rather keep on denying.



Meant to be.

My 2008 Resolution

Last night, after 2 rounds of mahjong, I decided that I shall not play that game on my own anymore. Being headstrong and overestimating myself had gotten me more withdrawals from my bank account than before. The money could've been better spent. And I have not mentioned the 2 parking tickets which I got last week. Bleah.

MY weekend

My folks are out of town. My boyfriend's stuck in camp. The house is mine, and the weekend is MINE!! Yippie! Hahaha. Oh just in case he comes across this and before he can start to think that I enjoy his absence, here goes: I miss you, bb!

And so, my weekend has been great so far. Slept for 7 hours last night before waking up to a cool and peaceful morning. Turned on the tele, marked some worksheets and did some workout. I feel invigorated already! :)

I'd better go shower before SY kills me. I'm supposed to meet them after lunch and at this rate I can probably meet them for dinner.



Absence really makes the heart grows fonder.