The Constant

'Change is the only constant.' I first heard about this 8 years ago. At that time, I couldn't make sense of it, or rather, I didn't think the sentence held much truth in it. I couldn't see that things that we thought would never change, that would stay the same irregardless, would eventually change. I've seen the realities now. I'm starting to be doubtful of everything, including myself.

And that's when faith comes in. I'm contradicting again, ain't I?

It surprises me all the time, to realise that I'm no longer the Yuni I've known myself to be. All the valuable life lessons that I've learnt through time...they have changed the way I think, my needs and my expectations. I compare and contrast. I treat myself as a study object and analyse the change. I ended up finding out more about myself, which is not a bad thing actually. The downside is, I get to confirm things that I would rather keep on denying.



Meant to be.