Why can't I just conduct my lessons the way I want? Yes, they are not exceptionally good, but at least I'm comfortable with it. Yet, somebody is expecting more from me. I feel like telling her that it is just not my style and I don't really care if my grades are gonna suck because I am lousy in CL and MI strategies. I just want to be me!
I know I'm going to be in so much trouble if I offend her. But somehow my stubborn personality is just not willing to do something just to please someone. I just wanna pass.
Sometimes I wonder, why can't I put in more effort? Then I realise, I'm really just a lousy person. I don't want anything too troublesome. I will put in enough effort to make things go smoothly, or rather, to have it not too out of my way.
Please let this horrible 10 weeks be over soon.
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2 comments:
practicum not going the way you want huh... must feel quite weird to have someone watching when you teach. i hated it when i tutored & the parent would secretly listen in!
Ya!! How I wish I can just be my own boss.
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