Slack

–adjective
1. not tight, taut, firm, or tense; loose: a slack rope.
2. negligent; careless; remiss: slack proofreading.
3. slow, sluggish, or indolent: He is slack in answering letters.
4. not active or busy; dull; not brisk: the slack season in an industry.
5. moving very slowly, as the tide, wind, or water.
6. weak; lax.

Tell me if you are like me; when there are a lot of things for you to do, you feel motivated to go to work and actually enjoy being busy...on the other hand, when you are practically free almost everyday, you start losing interest and lose the drive to work.

I'm now looking forward to Teachers' Day, and then the 1 week September holidays. Yay!

Nightmare

You know how some dreams can feel so real? I had one of those last night. When I opened my eyes, I had to take a moment to realise that I was in a dream (nightmare). The feeling of helplessness in the dream (nightmare) was so real that I woke up feeling scared...and realised.

I would never, ever want it to happen in real life.



I am lucky.

The Haze

I really, really, really dislike the haze. I really, really, really, really, really, really dislike smelling the polluted air.

The stupid haze implies 2 things: 1) We are all breathing in filthy air, and 2) Another part of the forest is destroyed by a bunch of selfish farmers.

Luckily, our haze has cleared up. :)



Together.

What happened?

I guess you don't need an idiot to tell you how I feel about you. And, I don't need another idiot to tell me how much I mean to you.

You apologized. I should too. There are two of us here. Things couldn't possibly fire up single-handedly.

You said, I should have known that you're not good with words and often say things that doesn't mean the way they sound. You were not blaming me but I misunderstood the words and caused myself a sudden burst of fury, so much so that I said what I said...and hurt you.

There isn't the tiniest tinge of doubt that I should never have said what I said. No matter how angry I was. No matter what. We went through this before and I knew it would hit you. Yet, the words flew out before I had time to bite my tongue.

I hate the aftermath of every such incident. The deep sea of sadness that surrounds both of us is almost unbearable.

I am sorry.

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