What happened?

I guess you don't need an idiot to tell you how I feel about you. And, I don't need another idiot to tell me how much I mean to you.

You apologized. I should too. There are two of us here. Things couldn't possibly fire up single-handedly.

You said, I should have known that you're not good with words and often say things that doesn't mean the way they sound. You were not blaming me but I misunderstood the words and caused myself a sudden burst of fury, so much so that I said what I said...and hurt you.

There isn't the tiniest tinge of doubt that I should never have said what I said. No matter how angry I was. No matter what. We went through this before and I knew it would hit you. Yet, the words flew out before I had time to bite my tongue.

I hate the aftermath of every such incident. The deep sea of sadness that surrounds both of us is almost unbearable.

I am sorry.

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