Was reading Asyiqah's blog and...I'm..I don't know how to describe what I'm feeling. I wanna be there, Phoeb. But you didn't tell me. Sigh. It makes me sad how we're missing out on each other's lives. I know we are growing and things change...but damn it, I'm still nostalgic. I miss those times. So much.
I think I've finally sorted it out. No more 'polluted air'. There's nothing wrong actually, it's really me and my brain. I should banish all the weird thinking and funny assumptions. No more comparison. It has been really turbulent...at least for me. I hope we can land on the ground soon. If there's more turbulence, I might just decide to leap out of the window. But I've never been the suicidal kind so I don't think I will. Even if I decide to, I'll prepare a parachute, but I've a phobia of height! Which means I'll most probably be dead on the way down already. Die of heart attack. LOL. I wonder who will still be reading this without rolling their eyes and going 'huh?'
Anyway, I'm going to a ball next Sat! Preparation to looking drop-dead gorgeous. Haha.
It's really simple to make me happy, you know?
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