Sunday, September 9, 2007

Sunday 09/09

Oh man. It's Sunday already. Which means I've to work tomorrow...Can time pass any faster?

This week has been in a blur. I managed to do most of the things that I listed out, but how come I don't feel accomplished? I've been eating alot though. Damn.

I don't think I spend alot of time sleeping. As a matter of fact, I really don't. Even when I want to. I do think that I spend alot of time waiting.

I had always thought that certain things were beyond my control. That they are the way they are cos of what happened and I couldn't better things. But yesterday, I realised that I can. It only took a meal and yet I could already see the happiness in their eyes. I know how badly she wants to be there for me and how devastated she must have felt to be shut out. Sorry, I should've let you in earlier. I've to show my care and concern more. Time is running out. Esp for Dad.



Things could be different...only if I try hard enough.

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