A bona fide

I've been wanting to blog properly since 2 weeks ago but I had to organise my thoughts first, lest I say anything I don't really mean.

I don't think you know that I'm referring to you even if you're reading this. In fact, I hope you don't know that I'm referring to you: I can't help but wonder...do I really mean so little to you? I thought our friendship was something more than that. Now I think, I was just being naive. And it hurts to realise that I've been so naive all along, to have trusted you so much. I don't blame you for how things had turned out, because none of us had wanted it this way. It was unexpected, right? What hurts the most...is how you had reacted. You didn't care. Period. But do you know something? If the same happened to you, I would have been there for you. Just because.

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To another you: I've seen the ugly side. Thank you very much for everything. I could never have learnt this in a better way. It was definitely a much needed lesson. Especially for a person like me.

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Lastly, to you, whom I know will forever be there whenever I need you:
I'm sorry for the wrongs that I've done.
I'm sorry for all the pain that I've caused.
I'm sorry.