My lack of maturity...

...aka childishness.

I don't even know where to start recording this stupid event of mine. And let me tell you......it's REALLY stupid.

(Warning: The following paragraph has been typed out in a very long-winded way. You are advised to read it only when you really has nothing better to do and you need my stupidity to entertain you.)

I knew beforehand that he's gonna work on Vesak Day and I am okay with that. I've my workout to catch up with anyway. I can slack and spend some me-time. I can even do some bonding with my parents! Then, I got to know (from him) that he can actually not work tomorrow, provided that he can bear to break his word in front of his boss. So, of course, as the responsible and hardworking man he is, he quickly dismissed that thought and he will go to work. Unfortunately, my brain has registered the idea that he can actually not go to work if he wants to. It went like, 'Ding ding ding! Yay!'. And it refused to let go of the idea even after my boyfriend has patiently explained why he could not not go to work tomorrow after all. I let my emotions got the better of me and turned swiftly to be the girlfriend from hell. You see, I understood and I know that going to work is the right thing to do. But the he-can-don't-work idea just got stuck in my brain and I refused to accept the fact that logically, he couldn't, not that he didn't want to, and I ended up sulking for the rest of the night.

And I left the poor man feeling sad and helpless.

It was so totally unnecessary. Why was I acting so difficult? Why couldn't I just back down, right? I am too damn headstrong. I was (am) too spoilt and I just want to get my way. I was pushing it to the limit.

Thank goodness, he managed to 'shield' (he said) himself from my nonsense and counter attack. He managed to cut short my sulking time. Otherwise, I'd still be sulking now. Hee.

Moral of the story: Deal with a prrrroblem child by giving her a problem.



Are you sure about me?